Become A Monster: Owning Your Darkness
The phrase “become a monster: owning your darkness” draws heavily from philosophical and psychological ideas, particularly those of Friedrich Nietzsche and Carl Jung. It refers to the process of confronting and integrating one’s inner “shadow”—the repressed, often undesirable parts of the self such as anger, aggression, fear, and selfishness. Rather than denying or projecting these traits onto others, the goal is to acknowledge them as part of human nature and bring them under conscious control.
Nietzsche’s famous warning—“He who fights monsters should see to it that he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.”—highlights the danger of engaging with darkness without self-awareness. When we fight evil or injustice, we risk internalizing the very behaviors we oppose unless we remain vigilant about our own moral integrity.
Psychological Integration of the Shadow Self
Dr. Orion Taban, in his YouTube talk “Become a monster: owning your darkness”, explains that in nightmares where you’re chased by a monster, you are both the victim and the monster—because the entire dream occurs within your psyche. This symbolizes how we often disown our darker impulses and project them onto others, leading to conflict and misunderstanding.
True personal growth comes from shadow work: the conscious effort to explore, accept, and integrate these hidden aspects. By doing so, you gain control over them instead of being controlled unconsciously. This doesn’t mean acting on destructive impulses, but recognizing their presence and channeling them constructively—like using anger for justice or ambition for achievement.
Jordan Peterson and Modern Interpretations
Psychologist Jordan Peterson has popularized this concept in contemporary discourse, emphasizing that embracing personal responsibility requires facing your own capacity for evil. In his view, societal breakdown often stems from individuals who believe they are purely good while demonizing others. This mindset can lead to totalitarianism, as seen in historical revolutions where reformers became oppressors.
Peterson urges people to “clean up their own room” first—confront personal flaws before trying to fix the world. Becoming a “monster” in this context means developing inner strength, discipline, and resilience, while remaining ethically grounded.
Fictional Explorations: At Night, I Become a Monster
The novel At Night, I Become a Monster by Yoru Sumino explores this theme metaphorically. A high school student transforms into a grotesque creature at night, symbolizing the alienation and inner turmoil caused by bullying and emotional pain. His relationship with a classmate who also suffers in silence reflects how acknowledging one’s “monstrosity” can lead to empathy and connection rather than isolation.
This narrative reinforces the idea that monstrosity is not inherent evil, but a response to unhealed wounds—and that healing begins with acceptance.
Understanding “Owning Your Darkness” in Light of KJV Bible
The phrase “owning your darkness” is often used in psychological or self-help contexts to describe confronting and integrating one’s shadow self—repressed weaknesses, fears, or immoral impulses. However, when viewed through the lens of King James Version (KJV) Bible verses, the concept of “darkness” takes on a moral and spiritual meaning, typically symbolizing sin, evil, ignorance of God, or separation from divine light.
Rather than “owning” darkness, the KJV consistently calls believers to reject, expose, and flee from it, emphasizing transformation through Christ.
Biblical View of Darkness as Sin and Separation
In the KJV, darkness is repeatedly associated with sin, evil deeds, and spiritual blindness. Believers are described as having once been in darkness but are now called to walk in the light of Christ.
- Ephesians 5:8 (KJV): “For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light.”
- John 3:19 (KJV): “And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.”
These verses make it clear that darkness is not to be embraced but recognized as a former state from which believers are redeemed.
The Call to Reject and Expose Darkness
Instead of “owning” darkness, Scripture commands believers to have no fellowship with it and to expose it.
- Ephesians 5:11 (KJV): “And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them.”
- Romans 13:12 (KJV): “The night is far spent, the day is at hand: let us therefore cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armour of light.”
God’s Sovereignty Over Light and Darkness
While humans are called to reject darkness, the Bible acknowledges God’s ultimate sovereignty over both light and darkness, often in the context of judgment or divine purpose.
- Isaiah 45:7 (KJV): “I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things.”
Note: The word “evil” here (Hebrew ra) is interpreted by many scholars as calamity or disaster, not moral evil. This verse emphasizes God’s control over all circumstances, not that He is the author of sin.
Table: KJV Bible Verses on Darkness vs. Light
| Verse | Darkness Meaning | Light Meaning | Application |
| Ephesians 5:8 | Former state of sin and separation from God | New identity in Christ | Live as transformed people |
| Ephesians 5:11 | Unfruitful, secret sins | Truth and holiness | Do not participate; expose sin |
| John 3:19 | Preference for sin over God | Christ as moral and spiritual truth | Choose light through belief |
| Romans 13:12 | Sinful behaviors and ignorance | God’s righteousness and awareness | Put on spiritual armor |
| Isaiah 45:7 | Calamity or judgment from God | Peace and prosperity | God is sovereign over all |
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This is a major important point about forgiveness
Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift. -MATTHEW 5:24 KJV
Are You Your Own Worst Enemy?
I would start out by saying what Jesus Christ would want us to do? Pray and how should we pray? The Lord’s Prayer, and how often should we pray? Continually. Why do we use the Lord’s Prayer and not some other? The Lord’s Prayer covers all the areas that is important for our spiritual being.
When we pray the Lords prayer we ask to forgive our enemies, let God’s will be done, the kingdom to come. By praying the Lord’s prayer we let go of many thoughts we have in our head and give them back to God so we can have things revealed to us.
We must overcome resentment in our heart, and in a past video I shared about Dr. Jordan Peterson talks about how resentment can destroy us and we become our own very worst enemy and Jordan goes on to say that we must talk to people what we have resentment toward to overcome that resentment. Other people who lived in the past who talked about this is Jesus Christ and someone who is living now who talks about this daily is Brother Augustine, Dr. John MacArthur, Dr. Charles Stanley, Rev. John Piper and Pastor Paul Washer.
Women are looking for a fathers love
Women are looking for a fathers love. Its important that men understand women are looking for a fathers love and not get screwed. Woman more than anything are looking for a strong spiritual man to lead the future (the family). I think in many YouTube videos on biblical teachings, how young women are being hurt by men that are just looking to get laid instead of doing right and being in Christ and setting a good example of a strong man. We must be in Christ, hate no one, love all, forgave theses we resent, love what is right and support people who are walking with God.
Women need their fathers in their lives to be strong man to be good examples and not BETA men or weak examples of what a man should be. Its important that a man leads the way as Christ leads men, we as man need to fellow Jesus Christ to keep society from going to HELL.
Every day you can see or people watch how some men and women our living in hell without the right spiritual order then you will continue your hellish way according to 2 Peter. You can also find it in Romans. God will give you over to a reprobate mind.
And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient. – Romans 1:28 (KJV)
In Romans 1, Paul refers to something known as a reprobate mind. If you’re not familiar with the term reprobate, the literal definition in the Greek is failing to pass the test, unapproved, counterfeit.
Spiritual Order – In The Family and Church
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Here is Book, Chapter and Verse from the Kings James Version 1 Corinthian 11:2-16, But the main message is in 1 Corinthian 11:3: “3 But I would have you know, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God.”
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How God Commands Us To Forgive Those Who We Have Resentment Toward.
All of us are tested everyday by our personal internal struggle coming from resentment of what happened earlier in our lives as children typically what our mother did to us, telling how our fathers were not good enough or driving us away from our fathers when we were children. We most go to the people that we have resentment against and forgive them. By forgiving our mothers or whoever we have resentment against, God will forgive us and we can return to the heavenly Father through our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
It was said if you don’t love everyone then you love no one. People today live like the Old Testament people did. We must forgive and love everyone as God Commanded us to do according to Matthew 22:34-40.
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